Dear Subbers,
I love you.
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Sorry, the emotion got away from me then…
But seriously: you are all just so forgiving!!! BLESS YOU ALL!!
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This morning’s post, which I was so keen to put up as I’d had such a full weekend it was like I went to sleep Friday night, woke to find it was Monday morning – well, I put it up while it was STILL SO ROUGH! Oh yuck, oh yuck!
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Forgive me, Readers, for I have binned.
That rough draft, shhhhhhhudddddddder, is now in the bin.
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I’ve reattended it.
I’m not saying my redraft is anything *G*L*O*R*I*O*U*S, but a little more acceptable. Here it is, if you’re interested – just letting you know.
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Oh, shudder….
You’re so forgiving – & you even said lovely things! Ah, bless ye.
XX BLESS YE! xx
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THANK YOU for being there, so I can aim.
You can’t imagine how grateful I am, unless you’ve been as aimless in life as me, discovered you wish to achieve but have nowhere to aim,
then got game,
and aimed.
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JUST
to make it worth your time having clicked, here is a thing I wrote yesteryear. I commented of it in passing recently, and Roxi St Clair said he’d like to hear it. Well Roxi, here’s to you 
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SIPPING
Sipping
Deep crimson wine
Coloured the blood on my sword,
the sword of my heart,
the heart of my dreams.
Stuck.
Like ex calibre.
In a swamp of frustration.
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Hang in there, you’re a fighter!
Thanks Hook. We’re all fighters, hey, & some of us spend a lifetime trying to take off the gloves/stop the fight they were born wearing/born into.
Keep on keeping on, you are doing great!
No worries hun!
God Bless and love to you and Daniel!
Prenin.
With the one class I have to take on Saturdays it doesn’t feel like much of a weekend for me.
No need for forgiveness from me, I think I kind of go through a bit of the same anxiety although mine is more related to music. Words on the other hand are a struggle for me…at least when it comes to writing lyrics. You have something on me in that area.
Noeleen you are a star!!
Oh wow Noeleen… that was rough.. but im glad you are done with it… Cheers… ..
Hee hee – Maureen!
Thank you…
In the wise, wise words of the woman that I employ as my writing coach….now is not the time to censor. You don’t have to hold our hands, just let it come and we will follow your journey exactly as it is. Rough patches and all, its what you survived….
We had this conversation because I’ve done the same thing….let it out and then second guessed myself…it tough and I get it… (((hug)))
Bless you, Rescuing – I do know what you’re talking about. THAT is actually WHY I started the blog – to “just do it”.
It’s excellent advice, & I do appreciate you saying it (caring!), though I was at work yesterday (& we can’t access wordpress at work – must be the spam factor… ?) & I was thinking, “That just didn’t feel TOTALLY right before I hit send… Got out of work and SURE ENOUGH! it were horrible….
But I do know what you’re saying. Thank you so much.
Mercy me, a writing coach: that would be amazing. Good luck with your success. A story like yours needs to get out there, for absolute certain.
I think Noeleen many have been wounded and bled within the cuts of other’s words and by their own self guilt and feelings of unworthiness .. Never doubt yourself.. and Please dont apologise none of us are perfect LOL… And We will all Forgive you because we Love you…..
And I just read it and you only gather to you more of my admiration…
And you should write more poetry you know…. your good!
Sending you a Hug.. from Snowy UK… xox
Sue, how lovely to wake up to such a comment …
THANK you
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Yes, well, the only way I can suffer my imperfections with a (distant) smile, is knowing the world’s full of us like! Thanks for saying…
Poetry? I have my “poems” all bound & at the front of this binding of words, I’ve written:
“POEMS”
I am under no illusion that the following words have any poetic value, quality. They are mere expressions by me as I travelled my life.
I almost burned the whole file of these scraps of words but my friend Des insisted I keep them for my old age, even if I never look upon them again. Not a bad idea, I suppose. Another book of me.”
Truly, I am flattered. Thank you, Sue.
I am having trouble finding it within me the to forgive, but only because I am not qualified to have judged you in the first place. No need to put yourself on trial. If anyone can’t see the excellence of your intent underneath a blown execution or two – especially in the subjective realm, then you don’t need their parasitic support anyway.
Keep up the good work.
HA!
Love your reply, The Wisdom of Life, & how you’ve brought yourself to forgive me. I GET that….
I love the rest of your comment too – excellence, blown execution, subjective realm, parasitic support.
THANK YOU xx !
I’ve done a bit of “pre-publishing” in my time so your more than forgiven by me. It makes me know I’m not alone
Ah, too lovely!!
Thank you so much. It’s SO NICE to not be alone!